i miss the past wit her=(

missing u.

2011-05-16T19:10:00.001-07:00

i miss u did u know? i think u don know bah! i am waiting for u so long i have jus don have the chance to be back wit u. why other's have the chance? haiz. i see u fall for other's i am so sad! and yet the guy don like u! and i wish to tell u tat i love u alot and i am waiting for u so long. i know if i tell u tis u won't text me back anymore haiz. so i nv say out all e things. everytime talk to u on phone u jus keep saying about him. my heart was break into pieces! and i care for u so much and my heart was so pain. every start talking u jiu say until him.i jus like nth to say about it! why u won't say until me i jus wann a chance to be back wit u. is like i don have any chance! i was helping u and i was alone take the paain in seilent place and keep smile u think i am happy? seriously i am not , i keep put on fake smile at my face. i was like alone always when ever seenn ppl was be wit there pantner i was so sad. why i cannot have one i love de?? i thinkin so much oso no use i keep tell myself do my on stuff and will not think much i was wrong! i keep like nv say out i was suffer the pain in my heart.
i really hope one day will be back wit u i will wait for u! i love u so much!

sad sad sad

2011-05-15T01:20:00.000-07:00

i feel tat so guity tat help u. then tat guy don wan talk to u like tat!

all is my fault i am sry! haiz. i don wan see u sad! haiz! but i really feel stupid norh! love u so long and wait u so long i jus do have de chance wit u! haisz! i think u will not text me and go out wit me le bah!
i reall miss u so much why i don have the chance be back wit u?
i jus don wan to be fren like tat i see u wit him talk so happy i was jus go one side and find some stuff to do haiz! jus don wan think so much did u know! u don know at all! u don know better i keep to myself better! i don know they will hurt u de u oso like to go wit them i jus have nth to say i jus can say go for it all that only! why why i jiu shi don have de chance wait so long jus wann be back wit u ! oso cannot ya right love cannot foce i know but at least have one chance to try get back de feelin oso wat! i know u don have the heart. going back like last tym like tat le.

haiz! why i rather see u wit u love de person i still is the one to sad and lonely why cannot jus been back like last tym! everyone have one chance why i jus don have? i really don know wat u think norh! haiz. when i go see ur blog own pass de really i feel so happy.

u ask me the ring new one de uh! yea i tell yup actally i bluff u de is own ring i nv forget i past !

and i am a guy who so stupid i know i have no chance to be tgt le still wear it! for! is waiting for u
give me the other chance to be back ! i hear ur xin shi is because i love u i care for u!

i treat u so good help u so much is tat i loved u so long nv change before! jiu shi zhi yang.

why!!!!!! i keep hurt inside myself so much i know.

i am not tat handsome like other's but i jus wann go for a true love u understand.

i have alot alot of things i don wan text and say is because i know if i say u will nv contact me le.

i jus don wan to lose u like tat! i jus a fool of myself! why other's ppl have chance to be back wit her lover why i don have !haiz.

time past so fast!

2011-05-06T16:20:00.000-07:00

blink blink eyes the time pass so fast! i miss the two year's back de u have give me many mamorise. i still rmb u always call de me bibi hahas! really very sweet but now is gone le haiz.
everytime alot of song let me think until u! u have sang de song all in my mind!!! hope one day u will know tat i am still waiting for u!!! i love her<3

i miss e pass 30.08.09

2011-05-06T16:03:00.000-07:00

seen we brk two years plus le. i still nv forget abt u hahas!!! i really don know why?? i think is memorise bah! after so long i still forget u is because u make love too deeply le. and i really miss i buy give u de ring i still keep it i think u throw it again le bah! i am sry last tym nv treasure u!
if one day i can patch back i will change everythings for u norh! hais but it is too late le! hope to see u tis come de 14may2011 bah hahas! see u i am really happy norh! but no fate been tgt! but i am still the same care abt u too! hahas! lastly i really miss u so much! i am sry too saying tis! i know it is past! i jus feel like go back e past we be tgt no money oso can go out happy and catch winner the pooh for u! i think u oso throw le bah! hahas! if i tat time nv say brk it will not been like now le! i feel like been single and wait for one day be back for u norh! 2 year plus i had not change still cannot forget e past cause my hse de com still have u and me de pic!!! i miss u some times i will see how sweet we two are! <3 u sandy yongliyun